It was a bittersweet feeling being there. Like when I pig out on junk food. So fucking good, but I feel terrible after -_- Yeah, I'm gay hahaha. I didn't realize how wanted I am. I know that sounds somewhat cocky but really haha. I'm just so glad I'm surrounded by so many sweet, and nice people in my life.
I AM BLESSED. That's all I gotta say. ^_^
I got to wittness a little peice of heartbreak on my last full day there. I guess you can say guys are pretty much ASSHOLES. My last full day there was kind of a downer. It started with my mom and I getting into a fight, after really trying to mend things back together with her. Then the asshole-fucking happened. Pretty much he pulled the whole "I was drunk, I don't remember anything" shit on her. Which is complete bullshit. My sister out of all people really doesn't deserve that. She's a strong, independent mother who has the most beautiful faith in God I've ever seen.. She really is an inspiration to me, I don't know what I'd do without her guiding me.
So it's like what the fuck, the Summer's coming to an end already?
But when I think about it, I'm going to be saying the same things when school's over. I'll be going over all the good ass memories, and all the things I've gone through and learned..
Oh, I texted him yesterday. Was fucking RANDOM. But for some reason, I couldn't be serious. I know I was supposed to be apologizing, but I just had to be myself. Cuz that's all I ever was with him. He doesn't want to talk or see me at all. But the fact that I got that off my chest, made me feel so much lighter.
KAY, NOW I'M READY TO TAKE ON THAT MOFUCKING WORLD >:) lawls.
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