human nature. To want what you don't have. To take for granted what you do have. To want more, or to have less in some circumstances.
I miss old days.
I'm making the most of these days, and I kind of love it.
-Christianne Holly Santiago
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
I've
been great lately. I just miss my momma and I just want her to be happy too...
I had a pretty bomb ass weekend. Haven't had a truly successful one in a while. Branding iron game w/ kids in my own grade for once (: Then PSATS, Pho w/ Casey who'm a miss dearly, Hookah'd w/ my girlies at Becky's, & Montebello party. Oh what cute Jap boy instead of hitting up those Mexicans? HAHAHA jk.
I decided even though it's cuddle weather, I wanna stay single.
Alan showed me this, I'm gonna learn how to play it one day (: EVERY INSTRUMENT involved.
I had a pretty bomb ass weekend. Haven't had a truly successful one in a while. Branding iron game w/ kids in my own grade for once (: Then PSATS, Pho w/ Casey who'm a miss dearly, Hookah'd w/ my girlies at Becky's, & Montebello party. Oh what cute Jap boy instead of hitting up those Mexicans? HAHAHA jk.
I decided even though it's cuddle weather, I wanna stay single.
Alan showed me this, I'm gonna learn how to play it one day (: EVERY INSTRUMENT involved.
Monday, October 11, 2010
Mama
always knows best.
"You can't make up for being an asshole!"
directed towards my dad hahaha
I agree (: So if Jeffrey really did tell people we did that shit, I'ma try my hardest to be like my mom. And hold grudges and be a fucking dick to the person forever. Hahaha. See the difference is.. I don't know if that's physically or mentally possible for me to do that.
What bothered me is how nice I actually am to him. Friends my ass..
I believe in forgiveness, second chances, prosperity and the enhancement of relationships caused by mistakes and learning first..
Or maybe I'm just a lenient mother fucker.
Who knows who knows..
But this is song puts me in a good mood (:
"You can't make up for being an asshole!"
directed towards my dad hahaha
I agree (: So if Jeffrey really did tell people we did that shit, I'ma try my hardest to be like my mom. And hold grudges and be a fucking dick to the person forever. Hahaha. See the difference is.. I don't know if that's physically or mentally possible for me to do that.
What bothered me is how nice I actually am to him. Friends my ass..
I believe in forgiveness, second chances, prosperity and the enhancement of relationships caused by mistakes and learning first..
Or maybe I'm just a lenient mother fucker.
Who knows who knows..
But this is song puts me in a good mood (:
Monday, October 4, 2010
Too much
for my little soul to handle right now.
How'd all this shinanigans start? It started with Knotts Scary Farm. And an idea: Hey guys, wouldn't it be fun to eat hash brownies while we went?
We put that shit into action. And I fucking died. I ended up eating about 2/3 of one. But FUCK that shit killed me. I don't remember anything from that night. Except Jeffrey collapsing on me and Kelly having this paranoid attack. But literally I had about 10 people texting me the next day asking if I was alright. Thank God I had friends there that cared enough about me to take care of me. And to let me fall asleep on them, Thanks Jacquez hahaha.
So I still feel high the next Saturday. And I sing at church and help teach at church partially high. Went to Pauline's and reunited with my old Dream Team partner, Alan. 5-0. But that's only cuz we ran out of alcohol. Played basketball. Had a bit of heart to heart talk with Chico. On the way to In&Out fucking 2 beautiful cars MADE THE FUCK OUT aka Jeffrey rear ended Chris' baby... After checking out the damage for a good half an hour & then eating.
Alright this is where the shit happens:
Jeffrey and I could of gone to Jared's cuz I got the address and Alan and Kelly telling me to go. But nope, for some reason we decided to stay on my hill, TWO HOUSES DOWN FROM MY HOUSES, till 1 in the morning. Until someone decides to call the cops on us -_____- They search us, call our parents, and my mom literally walks out of the house to come get me.
The end result: Fucking curfew ticket. My court date 6 days before my birthday. And a new 10oclock curfew.
PTL that my parent's love me hahaha. I'm not grounded.. I just have a 10oclock curfew. But I'm Holly.. So don't even trip :)
If there's anything I've learned this weekend:
-I'm done with weed. Too many bad trips in one month. Lawls Martinez and I are quitting buddies :)
-Park in front of my house next time
-Being a hoe ain't the way to go! hahaha.
By the way, I had ICE today. Haha after I missed it on Thursday and I should be suspended for it. Twasn't too bad actually. The suspension guy liked me (= hahah. I just texted the entire time.
I miss Matt.
-Holes
How'd all this shinanigans start? It started with Knotts Scary Farm. And an idea: Hey guys, wouldn't it be fun to eat hash brownies while we went?
We put that shit into action. And I fucking died. I ended up eating about 2/3 of one. But FUCK that shit killed me. I don't remember anything from that night. Except Jeffrey collapsing on me and Kelly having this paranoid attack. But literally I had about 10 people texting me the next day asking if I was alright. Thank God I had friends there that cared enough about me to take care of me. And to let me fall asleep on them, Thanks Jacquez hahaha.
So I still feel high the next Saturday. And I sing at church and help teach at church partially high. Went to Pauline's and reunited with my old Dream Team partner, Alan. 5-0. But that's only cuz we ran out of alcohol. Played basketball. Had a bit of heart to heart talk with Chico. On the way to In&Out fucking 2 beautiful cars MADE THE FUCK OUT aka Jeffrey rear ended Chris' baby... After checking out the damage for a good half an hour & then eating.
Alright this is where the shit happens:
Jeffrey and I could of gone to Jared's cuz I got the address and Alan and Kelly telling me to go. But nope, for some reason we decided to stay on my hill, TWO HOUSES DOWN FROM MY HOUSES, till 1 in the morning. Until someone decides to call the cops on us -_____- They search us, call our parents, and my mom literally walks out of the house to come get me.
The end result: Fucking curfew ticket. My court date 6 days before my birthday. And a new 10oclock curfew.
PTL that my parent's love me hahaha. I'm not grounded.. I just have a 10oclock curfew. But I'm Holly.. So don't even trip :)
If there's anything I've learned this weekend:
-I'm done with weed. Too many bad trips in one month. Lawls Martinez and I are quitting buddies :)
-Park in front of my house next time
-Being a hoe ain't the way to go! hahaha.
By the way, I had ICE today. Haha after I missed it on Thursday and I should be suspended for it. Twasn't too bad actually. The suspension guy liked me (= hahah. I just texted the entire time.
I miss Matt.
-Holes
Friday, October 1, 2010
Adventures
are the best.
Started out with my daddy leaving to go pick up my mama from the airport. Then asked either Frank or Jeffrey I think if I should wait for my dad to leave and go running outside. Somehow Jeffrey and I decide to go running... And I decide to bring my ipod instead of my phone. So I go to the Chevron and he's not there and I'm like shit.. I either beat him, missed him, or went to the wrong gas station. And I'm kinda pissed cuz running by myself there was scary as FUCK. I literally sprinted my ass there HAHAHA. The lady was nice enough to let me use her phone, her name's Edith :) But I had to call Becky to call fucking Sam & Kelly just to get his number so I could call through the lady's phone. And Edith and I talked, she was super sweet. But when he got here we picked up the brownies... And the guy ended up telling him that he knew me. Probably one of Frank's brother's friends I'm pretty sure haha I like how they all remember me ^_^ We walk back to his house and I fail at riding his brother's fixie. Runnnnnnnn to Kelly's house and get freaked out by some creepy asian guy :( TRIED running home. TRIED. He wouldn't let me. And I ran faster than the dog.. Went back to my house to get my phone and feed his dog but my mom said she was around the corner.. which was a lie she didn't come till like 25 minutes later so we sprinted up fucking Barbados for no reason and we coulda visited Matt. Oh well... haha he failed at meeting my parents(x Then I think they got scared of his dog too...
But that's what fucking happened. And now I'm home finally resting. Actually a pretty fun way to end a crazy ass day :) I forgot I had a fucking Ice at school today -__- Mr. Cassell's loves me so he didn't suspend me bahah he gave me another chance. ^_^
Big Daddy Boss aka Mohammed's super nice. He's helping me keep my mind set on school so I don't stray. He helped me on my last 2 Alg tests :) Reminded me that setting things aside and blowing things off aren't worth it. Thanks Modaddy.
I could write a shitload more.... I'm just in that mood.
But I really wanna watch this ^_____^
Started out with my daddy leaving to go pick up my mama from the airport. Then asked either Frank or Jeffrey I think if I should wait for my dad to leave and go running outside. Somehow Jeffrey and I decide to go running... And I decide to bring my ipod instead of my phone. So I go to the Chevron and he's not there and I'm like shit.. I either beat him, missed him, or went to the wrong gas station. And I'm kinda pissed cuz running by myself there was scary as FUCK. I literally sprinted my ass there HAHAHA. The lady was nice enough to let me use her phone, her name's Edith :) But I had to call Becky to call fucking Sam & Kelly just to get his number so I could call through the lady's phone. And Edith and I talked, she was super sweet. But when he got here we picked up the brownies... And the guy ended up telling him that he knew me. Probably one of Frank's brother's friends I'm pretty sure haha I like how they all remember me ^_^ We walk back to his house and I fail at riding his brother's fixie. Runnnnnnnn to Kelly's house and get freaked out by some creepy asian guy :( TRIED running home. TRIED. He wouldn't let me. And I ran faster than the dog.. Went back to my house to get my phone and feed his dog but my mom said she was around the corner.. which was a lie she didn't come till like 25 minutes later so we sprinted up fucking Barbados for no reason and we coulda visited Matt. Oh well... haha he failed at meeting my parents(x Then I think they got scared of his dog too...
But that's what fucking happened. And now I'm home finally resting. Actually a pretty fun way to end a crazy ass day :) I forgot I had a fucking Ice at school today -__- Mr. Cassell's loves me so he didn't suspend me bahah he gave me another chance. ^_^
Big Daddy Boss aka Mohammed's super nice. He's helping me keep my mind set on school so I don't stray. He helped me on my last 2 Alg tests :) Reminded me that setting things aside and blowing things off aren't worth it. Thanks Modaddy.
I could write a shitload more.... I'm just in that mood.
But I really wanna watch this ^_____^
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