A little

bit crazy. My life and my mind's been all over the place. But after this weekend I can really say I'm "organically happy".

I spent the most amazing carefree weekend with my family. The past times I've left for SF I'm always dreading the fact that I'm missing out back at home... But I realize that when I'm back at home I'm just missing out on my famly there.

It feels amazing to know that wherever I go; I can take a 7 hour drive and when I get there I'll receive the same amount of love, if anything more, than I have when I'm home.

If there's anything I realized it's that my life really is never lacking... There's always that sense of adventure. And I'm so blessed for it. Things don't always go my way so I can't pout about it... just gotta you know, DO SOMETHING.

My life's turning upside down, inside out... My ankle's healed now, and I think I am too.

How

far can a girl take it before she learns her lesson?

Get caught throwing a kickback
Die off of bud brownies
My first ticket and court date
Get caught lieing and get stitches for a cut open ankle
Get caught sneaking out the next day

And now I'm finally done.

Being stubborn gets me through alot. It helps me persevere through the hard times and get through with a smile on my face.

But at the same time it's gotten me into alot of trouble.

It was fun while it lasted, but reality has to drive by again. Except this time it crashed into me instead of gracefully stopping by.



Just gotta get through this best that I can, I'll be good (:



This'll keep me good for about two weeks. Hahaha.