So bubs visited me last night on his way back from the hospital.. I haven't seen him in like what a little over a month or so? I intended on spending plenty of time with you this summer, but I was busy with my own thing, and well so were you. Yet, somehow you were always there through it all, so thanks. Thanks for staying up late, random visits, saving me from crying,Thai food, etc. Thanks for being a rock for me too, I could always count on you; even saying the littlest things that were slightly sweet made the difference. Thanks for the one of the last things you told me too... "...highschool's nearly the beginning. Not even the beginning even..." So why waste it over thinking shit and stressing over the littlest things right? Yeah, and I remember promising I wouldn't get into trouble; I won't promise it but I swear I'll try :) I promise I won't smoke though, rape me and throw me in the ocean if I ever do, which I won't! Sorry for missing graduation, and your 18th birthday -_- I'll make it up to you one day. College graduation and 21st birthday? I'll be there. Hahaha. But thanks for making me happy I guess. As much as I know I piss you off, I love you and I'll miss you. I don't know why we argue like an old ass married couple. And why I irritate you and why you piss on my balls so much. But that's what made you awesome. Besides the chub that's not even there anymore. If your not too busy having your little webcam dates, squeeze me in! I don't care if I'll always be that little sophomore haha cuz I'm more than that. I'm your HOLLY nigga. So I'll never forget the time when you were like "Yeah, I'ma go, bye forever..." (like 5 minutes later) "Wait never mind I'm bored, Hi" HAHAHAHAHA :) Coolguy. Bye forever though, well hopefully you care to visit a bitch before you leave.. :) I'm debating on whether or not I should let you read this.. HMMMMMMMMMMMM...
Hm well Alan gives super good ass advice. He's the best metro best friend I've ever had haha Kellito agrees.. My dad and I are super chill now. Even though he got mad at me today, I love how shit's going. Shit he closed my window for me today, which has no screen cuz i took it out! But he didn't notice... woah haha.
Hm well look what song I found today, Guess who it reminds me of. Yeah, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! i kind of um miss you haha.
Ps. Ateh, I Love You. You write so much. It's hard to keep up with. But I did it. Hahaha. Keep your head up, I hope you know that your life is full, and you don't need those things to fill it. Keep your head up<3
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